Frustration

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I got repeated glitches for a couple of days now. It seems my browser stopped working just when I'm browsing Israel war crimes, King David's bombing, Self hating Jews or the Jewishvirtualibrary. Is it just me or am I being paranoid? I gotta update my Internet Security Suite more often now eh? Or is it set too high? I mean their security level?

Funny, that it never happened if I browsed my other interest. Any idea? Well, I hope my identity or location hasn't been breached yet. I have to prepare for the worst I guess. For your information, this is the third time I reinstall my windows, since I'm taking the liars n haters head on and I had lost precious files, tons of info which of course I would have to rediscover and placed it somewhere safe just in case if I gotta reformat everything again.

Yes, it is kind of annoying but considering what my brothers n sisters in all oppressed areas or those living in a war zone, mine is nothing. So, kind hackers or trackers or who ever the hell you are. You have no power over me. Yes, I have a Keris just in case and yes I'm trained in shooting and the art of killing. I've told U. I'm alias. N I'm not lying. But I never killed anyone before. Can't imagine if I had to. Hope I don't have to. Ever. If I had to I hope it won't be for my own interest and satisfaction. If I do, I would be just like the terrorists, government or individuals, legally or illegally.

Killing is never justified against the unarmed and the helpless. Check out your ten commandments. Or you're not practising them anymore?
No, I didn't go through the process of indoctrinating soldiers into killing machine like the Khmer Rouge that obeyed Angkar without any hesitations or the US soldiers or any Western or Eastern soldiers for that matter. My conscious is intact. I would never kill cute babies, beautiful learning children and helpless women and men. Unable to fight back their aggressors and could only face their oppressors with tears and blood. I would destroy my soul and my mind if I had to do that. Look what it did to U. I'm not a coward like what the human beings of the plains that roamed and hunted the mighty buffaloes said when they came across villages with dead babies, children and helpless women and old men. "We're going to teach these cowards a lesson". Well, being a human being, teaching the cowards mean fighting and hitting the enemy in the head or back with a stick to shame them, yes, just like shaming the Muslims out of Islam. They got shot in the back with a Winchester of course. No shaming these guys I think. Hmm. I wonder how is the buffalo population in the USA nowadays.

Nothing is in vain for me. Nothing. Every breath and exhaustion that I felt is promised by God that it would not go in vain. All the death, all the destruction and all the miseries, the tears and the blood. They were and are not in vain. Judgement day is just around the corner. We all will get what we deserved. That is a promise. Not by me. It's God. N He never breaks His promise. Not like the US, ops sorry, not like us, as in we. Fight your later guys.

For the rest of my readers. Do check your PC from time to time and make sure you got a good Internet Security Suite that includes spyware, firewall and anti phising in real time monitor. I'm not kidding. The ones that I'm dealing with are high tech monsters. They deserve my intervention. N this is my jihad.

N I'm willing to die 4 it. Insya Allah or God willing.
Do U have something to die for?
Is it worth it? I mean in having all the death and miseries inflicted upon your own brothers and sisters and friends in the soul society before we were all reborn in the flesh in this test we called life?
Do U have any conscience?