Expectation

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My wife asked me, what do I expect in writing this blog. Well being a teacher, where u have 2 do 5 jobs in one, I am the teacher, the babysitter, the course participant n sometimes trainer, the entertainer, examiner of books n exam scripts on a daily basis, Handball coach, etc. etc. Can I cope with my time?

Well I'm not so sure but one thing I do know, at least maybe I can wipe off the smile from their faces (westerners, Hindus, Christians, Buddhist, Money worshiper, Atheist, Pun n Porn seekers, etc. etc.) when they read about another baby killers celebrating their 'bravery' n shameful victories n their mad Zionist rabbi who condone the killings n brutalities against not armies, not Muslims brave, but helpless n trapped babies, children, women n old ones without any shame, guilt or remorse.

We r Muslims, the men can marry up to four wives but never ever have free sex with anyone we like without a tie of a marriage n in the name n blessing of God. For same sex intercourse, well it is a blasphemy. Remember the people of Sodom n Gomorrah? Well, it is stated in the bible, n the old testament 2 right? I said we can have four wives, not we are all entitled to. Women c, no matter they are Muslimah, still have a hard time of sharing the love of their husbands with other women, well we have to think a lot of considerations, like the ability to carry the responsibilities, like money, the time, the energy, etc. etc. ..well not like u guys, I mean the non Muslims of course.

We r Muslims, willing to die n kill in the honour of the truth, our God, our faith, our right n our dignity if we must, if we have no other choice, to fight the oppressors, the slayers of the weak, the butchers, those who think they r gods, they r above the human race. (Like the Pharaoh of Ancient Egypt eh, well guess what, they are Modern day Pharaoh, c, they kill n plunder like everyone is their slaves n they r gods) Well, most of the time we, Muslims are on the dying sides, like in Bosnia, Chechnya, South Thailand, The Philippines, Maluku, Palestine, Xinjiang etc. etc. n always be labeled as critters, as troublemakers, as the disturber of peace. Yeah, don't u wish we just died quietly eh, n u got all the lands, gold n the spoils of your undeclared wars.

We r Muslims, forbidden forever 2 kill babies, children, women, the old ones, attacking civilians even in the battlefield since it was forbidden by our teacher, our guide, our love, the last prophet, Muhammad s.a.w. , the last messenger of a series of messengers from Allah. Starting with Adam a.s, Abraham a.s, Musa a.s, Isa a.s n every single of them whether they r mentioned in Al Quran, in the bible especially the Barnabas, in the Torah or not even mentioned, it lies entirely on Allah's wisdom, for mentioning them or not, for He is the All Knowing. But we do know that no one on this earth will meet his maker without first being informed n guided about the truth of life. So that he cannot excuse himself in front of Allah on judgment day. C, this life is a test. Does your faith explain that to U?

I may be wrong, with my limited time n knowledge, with my kids always bugging me, well most of the time, my wife, my jobs...Well it's a labour of love anyway. I may make mistakes, typo error, unconfirmed facts, but please forgive me. I am only human. I'm not even in the category of the wise one. But, nevertheless, I am a man with responsibility, no matter how bad I am at it, I can't run away from it. N this responsibility of upholding the truth, even though an uphill task, has been laid firmly on my shoulder.

Being a human, I can only ask U, my Muslim brothers n sisters, my fellow human beings, 2 assist me with your comments, writings, thoughts etc. etc. that can quench the thirst of the seekers of knowledge n truth in the Worldwide Web. At least we r using this WWW in a dignified way, even though almost 80 to 90 percent of its contents r hideous n revolting. It does not matter what U believe in. Let us discuss it with an open mind. I'm not pushing my truth or my believe 2 anyone. I'm just explaining why I believe it n so that u won't be lied so easily about us Muslims.

We are human beings just like u. We bleed, we fall sick, we fall to temptations, we make mistakes, we trying to be good, we want to live in peace, we want 2 prosper just like u. Well, we can't do all the things that u do, like having free sex, killing babies, children, women n helpless civilians. Raped n chopped to pieces Iraqi girls n killing her entire family to hide your hideous crime n in the end got to spend time in luxurious prison of the west. Milan Lukic n Sredoje, two Bosnian Serbs also got that special Western Civilized justice for burning alive about 119 Muslims, babies, children, women etc. etc. along with other hideous killing. U westerners never stop to amaze me, well not all of U, I'm sorry, some of u are so fond of burning your victims to death, in the Hutu vs Tutsi conflicts, Cranmer was also burned alive you know. U sure want to act like god do U? Inflicting hell to your opponents, the ones who dared to face u, The Japanese, no, not soldiers, babies, women n old women and men toasted n suffered a horrible slow death even if they survived the blast of your weapon of mass destruction. N now some of U r threatening of putting the small lovely mushrooms on Muslims cities n countries n yet u cried cowardly, we are looking for WMD in Iraq, No WMD for terrorists n some more cry baby like stuff, Erm.. U guys. One senator in the USA even suggested that they should nuke Makkah n yet they claimed we are against terrorist not Islam. I'm just glad that these sick cowards are not running your country, (please check 4 me ok) or else u be ended up of nuking yourself. C, try nuking 1.5 billions Muslims worldwide n u might just end up with nuking yourself, radioactive rain or smoke eh, remember Chernobyl disaster?

Your countries, your government in the past (n some still at it) had humiliated us with imperialism n brutality in the name of spreading Christianity (to prosper your own country like a leech that suck the entire blood of subdued nations and people, more likely) to the new world, remember. U killed n plundered our nations n almost the entire world. N Now U r saying u r having a hard time dealing with the increasing numbers of Muslims n foreigners in your homeland? Well, guess what? What goes around, comes around, eh? Well, most of your wealth came from our wealth n blood, remember? The Dutch, the blood n wealth of the Indonesians, The Great Britain, the blood n wealth of the Land of the Malays, our tin, our iron ore, our rubber, luckily our oil is left intact. Praise be to God. Last thing I heard Italy had announced an official apology to Libya for its aggressions n illegal occupation back in the imperialism days.

I wonder when would Great Britain be great enough to do the same, well, to the Commonwealth countries of course, whose wealth had been plundered by her during her era of slavery of the whole wide world. N now the Englishman (I mean it literally, he is one of the commentators in Cranmer's blog) is complaining about Muslims n foreigners in their so called homeland. Which part? Scotland? Ireland? Ermm..

May God guides us all as He has guide me to this blog. Amin Ya Rabbal'alamin.

I would like 2 share a poem with all of U.

Where are you O Honesty?
In the ocean of lust
In the wave of deceit
In the stampede of brutality

Where are you O sweet Honesty?
When I face my trials
In this endless sea of my shortcoming
In the dying breath of what is pure and chaste
Innocence, Truth, and what is holy
Help me O dear honesty

Help me to see the true real me.